miss clap 10...

nie case tak leh tido.. so bosan tgk lah video2 lama.. rindu lah seh dah lama tak tepuk 10.. haha.. not only rindu tepuk 10 tapi rindu org pekik nama aku.. hmmz.. faham2 saja lah sape yg aku maksud kan.. hmmz.. so tgk2 video tu suma, aku try to refresh all da ragam.. alot yg aku dah lupa.. heez.. totally seh.. dah kemaruk aku rasa aku nie.. ahakz..! k enuf sal tepuk 10 nie k.. haha..

so smlm aku gi buka puasa ngan sepupu aku suma.. yg gi aku, ana, ika, along, salimah, iza n aisyah.. supposed to meet ard 5.30pm tapi suma lambat.. haha.. dasyat seh.. aku, ana, ika sampai on tym lah 5.30pm.. tapi kita gi Ria Cafe terus.. suma case tak pernah mkn kat situ so we wanna try it out.. hmmz.. kita dah dpt tempat duduk, kita mintak lah menu tu suma.. wahlau eh.. deir service damn slow seh.. sheesh.. tu takpe.. we call out yg lain tuk order air.. by 6.30pm tu dah order lah.. yg aku fed up, kita yg order dulu, org yg ru pai yg dpt.. sheesh.. peh bingit seh aku.. sib baik lah aku puasa.. lau tak abis tu tempat jadi upside down agaknye.. sheesh.. kita order iza n ais peh air lambat.. tapi diorg yg dpt dulu.. waduuuhhh.. jadi kita suma buka ngan gula2 je lah.. luckily aku bwk tu gula2.. lau tak ape kita mau eat oso aku tak tau.. sheesh.. so wait peh wait.. pai ke 7.30pm, air masih lum dtg.. wah seh.. makin bingit siot aku.. sib baik lum pai ke tahap maximum.. sheesh.. so aku ngan ika gi pat order air.. tanya mane air kita.. dia peh boss lagi leh kata yg order tuk meja 90 ke atas suma dah settle.. wah.. aku suh lah ika bual ngan tu org.. lau aku bual confirm teruk tu org kena.. haiz.. org tu kata dia nak siap kan kita peh air.. kita patah alik ar kat kita peh seat.. lagi 10 mins gitu air masih lum dtg.. huhu.. so salimah, along, ana peh turn lak gi.. ar kau.. ru org tu takot.. kelam kaut siapkan air.. den salimah make a fuss ar kat situ.. mintak discount tu suma.. lau tak kita nak jumpa ngan dia peh boss.. tapi tak lak dtg.. takot ke pe.. hmmz.. sib baik mknan suma dah pai dulu.. lau tak lagi bingit lah aku nanti.. sheesh.. tu tempat will be ma 1st n da last ar gi sane.. sakit hati seh.. pas dah mkn suma, kita p jln2.. tgk2 ape yg ada.. so ok lah.. baju tak beli.. takde yg kita berkenan.. so ape yg aku beli cuma jam.. eyeshadow from M.A.C.. minyak wangi.. yg lain, cheesecake ngan air.. tu je lah yg aku beli.. aku ada gak lah blanja diorg.. mama yg kata lau bab mknan, leh blanja diorg.. so aku blanja lah kan.. heez.. lam kul 11.30pm gitu ru kita suma nak alik.. heez.. sib baik masih ada mrt.. kita suma sempat lah amik gambar.. dari camera aku dah upload kat multiply.. nie ngah tunggu dari camera ana lak.. hehe.. byk gambar2 yg kelakar.. haha.. dah ada nanti aku upload lah ek.. k lah.. dah penat nie.. nak p rehat.. dah start ngantuk.. n now itz oreadi 8.45am.. haha.. ru aku nak tdo ek.. eh k lah.. take care ppl..

Computer breakdown

haiz... both pc n laptop dah tak tul.. pc slalu auto shut.. lappy can only use under safemode.. lau use mode biasa, start slow.. coz dah kene 2 virus.. trojan n worm.. masalah nye.. keypad pun rosak!!!! waduuhhhh... sakit hati seh.. cuma letters 'n' n 'b' yg tak leh kai.. so all da way copy paste.. peh leceh.. sheesh.. nak aje campak dua2 kat luar.. haha.. dah marah nie.. ishk..!!! nak hantar p repair, lum ada wang.. papa pun tarak.. nak ne save tuk raya ni dulu.. so gotta use dis lappy under safemode 1st.. haiz.. cam nak li keyboard ar.. leceh sak copy paste... aaaarrrgghhh...!!! keyboard skg pun dah murah pe.. so leh li lah kan.. haiz.. tak tasyan tul.. so lau boring, p lah multiply.. tgk sales ape yg ada.. tgk jek.. bkn nye li.. no harm look2 pe kan.. den read org2 peh blog.. either kat multiply ataupun kat anakmelayu.. hmmz.. kekadang adalah yg uat aku tawe sesorg.. coz ada leave komen yg mepek2.. haha.. org msg aku thru msn, aku tak dapat nak layan sgt.. leceh nak mamz ngan nak copy paste lagi.. haiya.. tak leh take it seh.. sheesh.. k lah.. dah penat nak copy paste lagi.. nak p siap nak kluar.. betta siap early.. takot ada kang lambat.. hehe..

Always Be My Baby by David Cook

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

1st day of Ramadhan

so smlm dah pun start puasa.. bila aku dah smangat nak puasa, sakit plak datang.. sheesh.. sejak hari sabtu aku dah mula sakit.. tapi makin teruk bila hari ahad.. pening nye.. wahduhh.. tak bleh tahan.. mcm nak hentak je kepala nie kat tembok.. hmmz.. masa sahur mama tanya nak gi Geylang ke tak.. survey2 baju.. lau suka ngan baju tu leh li skali.. so aku ckp je ok.. den mama suh aku sms ana.. sepupu aku tu.. hmmz.. tah dia bgn tuk sahur ke tak aku pun tak tahu.. bab dia tak balas pun sms aku.. hmmz.. so pas dah sahur, aku p rehat jap.. truz p tido.. kepala dah tak thn.. berat nak mamz.. hmmz.. dalam kul 11am gitu mama kejut.. bgn mcm tak larat.. rambut pun dah mcm Medusa.. haha.. bukak pintu pai mama terkejut.. haha.. kesian mak aku.. wekekeke.. pas dah mandi, aku pun gi lah siap2.. den mama tanya ana ikut ke tak.. aku sms ana lagi den dia kata dia tak mau ikut.. haiya.. so last resort, aku suh mama sendiri tepon.. bab lau aku yg tanya, confirm dia tak nak.. hmmz.. so at last jadi.. aku ngan mama p jurong point dulu p bayar bill.. den jumpa ana kat lakeside.. kita bual lah sal cik al peh majlis.. sal pelamin tu suma.. dah pilih ke lum.. hari ahad tu sepatut nye aku kene gi umah mak long.. bab org pelamin tu datang.. beh dah tak sihat, tak jadi lah gi.. sib baik cik al sendiri ada kat situ.. biar dia sendiri yg pilih.. takot ape kita pilih nanti dia tak suka lak.. hmmz.. so pelamin tuk cik al warna kuning keemasan n putih.. hmmz.. ok lah tu.. pelamin dah settle.. kompang dah settle.. part kompang, aku tolong mak long settle kan.. maksud aku, aku yg beri kata putus whether aku setuju ke tak.. den part berkat aku tak tahu dah settle ke lum.. mknan dah settle.. hmmz.. ape lagi.. oh ya.. cameraman.. tu jek yg takde.. hmmz.. tuk cik al peh side takde cameraman.. so kita2 ni sape yg ada camera tu lah yg kena jadi cameraman.. case kene volunteer lah gitu.. hmmz.. kereta, lum confirm lagi.. hmmz.. tah lah.. all dis is up to mak long.. aku cuma jadi tukang kepo2 jek.. haha.. ok lah kan gitu.. so dah pai Geylang, jln2 je lah tgk ape yg ada.. byk yg aku tak berkenan.. aku ni kan ada sikit peh cerewet.. hehe.. so pass by satu kedai yg jual anting2 n rantai tu suma lah.. mcm org gila lah plak bila tgk tu anting2 suma.. haha.. padahal aku part anting2 ni bkn nye minat sgt seh.. hmmz.. so end up aku beli 6 pasang.. amcm.. ok? haha.. den jln2 lagi.. terbau mknan lah plak.. hmmz.. tapi aku takde lah rasa lapar.. aku lek jek.. aku jln p tempat lain lak.. yg mane takde bau mknan.. hehe.. part ngah jln tu lah pale aku dah start berdenyut-denyut.. peh sakit.. sheesh.. den jln ke TKC.. tgk baju2 suma.. mane yg aku berkenan tu suma mahal2.. so aku jln nonong je lah.. lebih baik tak yah tgk kan.. den jln2 kat FirstLady.. baju nye makin lama makin aku tak berkenan.. cuma satu je lah yg aku berkenan.. baju cam alah2 Pahang gitu lah.. tu yg org ckp.. bkn aku.. heez.. dulu pun mmg aku nak li baju tu tapi tak muat.. takde size.. skg.. dah muat, happy lah aku.. dpt lah beli.. hehe.. jln2 kat TKC jek dah 2 jam lebih.. part tu aku dah lemah gila.. badan makin panas.. kepala makin sakit.. ngat kan nak puasa separuh hari jek.. tapi aku tahan.. sakit2 mcm mane pun aku tetap akan tahan.. hmmz.. so kita bertiga jln2 pai lah kul 6.30pm.. part tu kita kena rush bab papa tepon mama.. suh cepat balik.. lau tak papa majok, msk mee maggie.. hehe.. so ape lagi.. kelam kabut lah kita.. wekeke.. jadi satu hari tu, aku dpt beli 6 pasang anting2.. 3 mcm rantai.. 1 baju warna maroon gitu.. vcd 'Sentel Power' n 'Duyung' (mama yg nak).. hand socks warna hitam kelabu.. rasa2 lau barang tu je kot.. mknan.. mknan aku li byk.. cam org tamak lah gitu.. haha.. tapi aku tau aku malas nak gi sana lagi.. jadi aku nak li bebyk.. tiap2 hari tuk buka aku leh mkn.. tym sahur ke pe.. hehe.. aku li oreo cheesecake.. chocolate banana cake.. dendeng.. lagi.. aku tak ingat.. haha.. had fun lah.. tapi bila pai umah jek, juz in tym tuk buka lah.. sakit pun makin rabak.. bdn sejuk semcm.. kepala pening lagi teruk.. nak telan mknan pun tekak sakit.. hmmz.. hari ni lak, aku all da way kai jacket.. bab sejuk nak mamz.. badan rasa sakit jek aku terus bukak jacket tu.. badan berasap.. hmmz.. npk sah lah aku demam panas.. sheesh.. sejarah mungkin berulang.. haha..

End Of The Road by Boyz II Men

spoken ]
Girl you know we belong together
I have no time for you to be playing
With my heart like this
You'll be mine forever baby, you just see

[ verse ]
We belong together
And you know that I'm right
Why do you play with my heart,
why do you play with my mind?

Said we'd be forever
Said it'd never die
How could you love me and leave me
And never say good-bye?

When I can't sleep at night
without holding you tight
Girl, each time I try I just
break down and cry
Pain in my head oh I'd rather be dead
Spinnin' around and around

[ Chorus: ]
Although we've come to the End Of The Road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to
me, I belong to you
Come to the End of the Road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to
me, I belong to you

Girl, I know you really love me,
You just don't realize
You've never been there before
It's only your first time

Maybe I'll forgive you, hmm
Maybe you'll try
We should be happy together
Forever, you and I

Can you love me again like
you loved me before
This time I want you to love me much more
This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don't let me,
don't let me down

[ Chorus ]

[ spoken ]
Girl I'm here for you
All those times of night
when you just hurt me
And just run out with that other fella
Baby I knew about it, I just didn't care
You just don't understand how
much I love you do you?
I'm here for you

I'm not out to go out and
cheat on you all night
Just like you did baby
but that's all right
Hey, I love you anyway
And I'm still gonna be here
for you 'till my dying day
baby
Right now, I'm just in so much pain baby
Coz you just won't come back to me
Will you? Just come back to me

(Lonely)
Yes baby my heart is lonely
(Lonely)
My heart hurts baby
(Lonely)
Yes I feel pain too
Baby please

This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don't let me go

[ Chorus ]

[ Chorus (a cappella) ]

All I Have To Give by Backstreet Boys

I don't know what he does to make you cry
But I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have a fancy car
To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart?
I don't know
But if you were my girl
I'd make it so we'd never be apart

[Chorus:]
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I could live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give

When you talk (when you talk) does it seem like he's not
Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away
Does he leave (does he leave) when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please
I'm on my knees
Praying for the day that you'll be mine

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
To you... (hey girl) hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside... I love you

And I will give it to you
All I can give, all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give

[Chorus (3x)]

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give... to you

Born To Make You Happy by Britney Spears

I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
With a love that felt so strong
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

[CHORUS:]
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

[Repeat CHORUS]

I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care

[Repeat CHORUS]

Only Hope by Mandy Moore

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake in
the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again

Chorus:So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope......

Verse 2:Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

Chorus:So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.....

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.

Chorus:So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I know now you're my
only hope..

I Still by Backstreet Boys

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when
I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's
been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I try to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's
been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
I wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I.. can never let you go

Though everything's been
said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you
(like I'm right there beside
you)
But still no (still no
word) word from you



i juz love dis song.. really bring back dos memories.. haiz.. sad.. damn sad..

nothing to do..

so today didnt go anywhere.. juz stay at home.. face da computer all day.. updating dis n dat.. finding for new jobs.. watch new movies thru net.. hmmz.. damn bored seh at home.. ma cousin sis called around 4pm to meet her under ma blk.. juz to take ma mum's present.. so i said ok.. she was wif her husband n 2 of ma nephews.. her sons lah kan.. haha.. received da present from em so i said thank u n bye2 to em.. wonder wat dey got for ma mum.. will only able to see it wen ma mum comes back from work.. which is around 11.30pm.. hmmz.. damn bored.. feels lyk goin out but dunno to where.. ni pun dah mlm seh.. kluar mlm2 skg bkn nye boleh.. sejak dah single ni kan.. hidup dah kene control ngan parents.. kluar mane2 kene bilang.. jumpa sesape kene bilang.. balik pun kene cepat.. lebih dari kul 12am hp confirm berdering.. suruh balik.. jumpa kawan bawah blk pun kene bising.. sheesh.. kekadang rasa fed up lah jgk.. haiz.. lau boleh nak saja sewa rumah dok sengsorg.. tapi lum keje.. duit takde.. camne nak support diri sendiri ek? nak keje tapi mama ckp pas raya ru keje.. kemas2 rumah dulu.. haiz.. poneng.. poneng.. hmmz.. tahun nie tuk raya, baju tak beli lah mungkin.. semua plan nak kai baju oren yg kita kai masa kak ikin sanding haritu.. so ok lah.. 1st day raya suma kai baju warna oren.. 2nd day, tak tau lah plak.. tahun ni rumah nak cat warna ape pun tak tau.. lum plan lagi.. hmmz.. tah lah.. mcm malas nak celebrate raya ni pun ada.. da feelin juz isnt der yet.. tak tau nape.. hmmz.. minggu depan dah start puasa ek.. cam cepat lah plak.. hmmz.. tapi ok lah kan.. aku dah lah lose weight.. tym puasa leh lose weight lagi lah lau leh ek.. haha.. hmmz.. dah lah.. ngah boring gila beb nie.. lebih baik sambung baca novel.. dok depan comp lama sangat pun bkn nye bgs kan.. hehe..

Bila Kita Sayang Org Tu..

Got dis from Anak Melayu.. enjoy reading it..


Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita terima je apa yang org tu kata
Tapi bila dia kata kita?
Hati kata takpe manusia tak sempurna

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita tunggu dia lama pun tak pe
Tapi bila dia tunggu kita???dia marah2
Hati kata ala, adatlah ada yang menunggu dan ditunggu

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita tak tido pun tak pe layann dia yang tengah bosan,
Tapi bila kita bosan
Ada dia layan kita?
Hati kate tak pe dia busy kott

Biler kita sayang orang tu
Kita gaduh dengan dia, kita diam je
Tapi dia heboh 1 dunia
Hati kata tak pe, dia tension tuu

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita call nak cakap dengan dia
Tapi dia gayut dengan orang lain
Bila jadi cam tu
Hati kata, tak pe, dia ada hal nak cakap dengan kawan dia

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita bercerita dengan dia,cerita dengan tunggul lagi baik
Tapi bila dia bercerita dengan kita
Kita dengar, semua kite ingat
Hati kata tak pe sayang katakan…

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita dengan dia lapar
Tapi kita bagi semua roti kita kat dia
Hati kata, ala jagalah hati dia, kesian dia….

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita sanggup bagi dia rehat bila dia letih,
Tapi bila kita letih, dia suruh jugak kita layan dia bila dia bosan
Hati kata,bukan selalu pun..

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita jadi macam orang gila dengar dia sakit,
Tapi bila kita sakit,
Dia siap kuar dengan kawan2 dia,
Hati kata, ala tak pe,tak kan dia nak berkepit dengan kita 24 jam

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita tak pernah pentingkan diri sndri
Tapi dia hipokrit tahap gaban
Hati kata tak pe, dia memang macam tu kena lah terima..

Bila kita sayang orang tu
Kita sayang nak tinggalkan dia selamanya
Tapi dia tak tahu kita berdepan dengan maut,
Walaupun kita sakit, dia kata kat kita, sakit biasa2 je, jangan nak mengada-ngada
Hati kata, macam manalah dia bila kita tak ada, mesti dia gembira....

New Blog..

Welcome to ma newest blog.. dis is where im gonna express ma touts n feelinz.. i hav da other blog but dat consist ma personal stuff.. totally private.. so feel free to link me or post any comments.. thx..