haiz..

today.. woke up from sleep.. mum informin me dat dad wanna eat spring chicken.. haiz.. mcm2 seh.. haiyo.. so ok lor.. i went in da evening juz now.. he even wanted kway teow hong kong.. hmmz.. mcm2 dia nak.. haiz.. so went to jurong west at Makan Shiok coffee shop bout for dad da things dat he wanted.. but i didnt bought for mine..

while ordering food at da seafood stall, i saw abg didi's gf.. cant remember her name.. so i juz said hi.. hmmz.. afta dat order food at da western stall.. dad earlier asked me to buy some curry puffs.. but i didnt.. lau beli confirm membazir.. hmmz.. so reached home.. woke dad up.. prepare all da food in front of him.. den he said he dun wanna eat da mee oreadi.. coz ders cili.. i told him, can juz take da cili out wat.. but he still dun wan.. aaaarrrgghh... so wasted.. den he ate da spring chicken.. only da thigh part.. wah seh... i felt lyk banging ma head hard on da wall seh.. haiz.. super membazir.. haiz.. lau leh tak nak li kan ape yg dia suruh seh.. bkn ape.. dia mkn pun stakat nak rasa.. beh nanti kata muak lah.. ape lah.. haiz..

so end up, i finished up da spring chicken... dah tak leh nak diet.. haiz.. while eating, im suffering from chest pain.. super painful till i cant breathe.. haiz.. but now im ok lah.. ate da medicine oreadi.. hmmz.. n i think im havin depression.. look out for da symptoms below...

Symptoms include:

* Persistent sad, anxious or "empty" feelings
* Feelings of hopelessness and/or pessimism
* Feelings of guilt, worthlessness and/or helplessness
* Irritability, restlessness
* Loss of interest in activities or hobbies once pleasurable, including sex
* Fatigue and decreased energy
* Difficulty concentrating, remembering details and making decisions
* Insomnia, early–morning wakefulness, or excessive sleeping
* Overeating, or appetite loss
* Thoughts of suicide, suicide attempts
* Persistent aches or pains, headaches, cramps or digestive problems that do not ease even with treatment

im havin most of da symptoms.. sheesh.. dun tell me i need to go see da doc kan.. haiz.. k lah.. i gtg rest..