Till now still unable to sleep.. felt sleepy.. but.. hmmz.. was in ma parents room since yesterday.. haiz.. dad is still in pain.. pinggang dia makin sakit.. dis is makin me more worried.. haiz.. if can, wen we go to hospital for a check up later on, i juz want him to be admitted to hospital.. itz not dat i dun want him to be at home.. but we juz dun hav da equipment to take care of him.. wat we hav is only his medicine.. beh.. lau dah mkn tak jln jgk camne seh? haiz..
ni nasib baik aku tak tido.. lau tak camne.. aku jgk yg papa cari.. urut kaki dia lah.. angkat dia bgn.. haiz.. it hurts to see him lyk dis.. sumtyms i wonder.. y wont it happen to me..? y cant i juz be da one to suffer? hmmz.. but i noe.. all dis is not up to me.. all dis is fate.. ape2 yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah disebaliknye.. hmm..
aku skg nie dah ngantok rabak.. seriously.. beh nak buat camne seh.. he's been screamin in pain since juz now.. nak nangis pun ada.. aku tgk mama pun kesian tapi klakar lah jgk.. urut2 kaki papa ngan mata kejam.. dah ngantok sangat seh tu.. tiap2 mlm asyik bgn tdo bgn tdo jek.. hmmz.. kepala aku dah start sakit alik.. dah start ada migraine.. gosh.. head hurts so bad.. dari smlm lum mkn.. cuma mkn pau jek.. perut pun dah lapar to da max seh nie.. hish..
k lah.. really need to rest lah.. but before dat, need to take care of papa 1st.. meraung lagi dia tu.. haiz..
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